It’s been a while, Since I last wrote..I got in trouble. I got arrested by the cops, handcuffed and put into the back of a car, with my now Ex girlfriend. For Cerfew, and Theft. Though I just sat in the car. But It’s fine. I understand I was dumb. Stupid and dumb. And I hate it. It made me look over my life again.I dumped said girl because well I was not happy. I thought I was but I plain out wasn’t. I had missed my ex before her..And she made me sick. After that said ness. I had a minor crush on a girl But soon realised it was never to be. That I met another one. Though this one was taken. It sucked. For about a week or two a dwelled in the fact that I could have no one. Then one day I was hanging out with My Crazy. and the girl with the boy ( I’ll call her the beautiful one) was at the mall with one of my friends. I saw my chance to get to know her. We decided to hang out. Then we had One Act. The Beautifulone came a long. I got to hang out with her. Even put my number in her phone so she would text me…Then after one acts we went out to eat..And she called me to be silly. It was adoreable. We hung out at her house, until our friend had to go..Then we, her and I. Hung out at the park. We talked about her boyfriend, how she was most likely going to break up with him, how she liked girls, ect. Then I had to take her home. I was nervous. I could tell she was too…And that was the start. The next day we hung out again. I went to her house and played WII. Come to find out it was her little sister who had tackled me as the school mascot, and also grabbed my ass. I thought life had a funny way of playing out. As I began to left she said “Ugh. Damn you. Damn Me for having a boyfriend.” I was sitting in my car and laughed, and said “Why?” She simply shook her head and walked from my car a little. It was like a light blub. Before I knew it I had unblucked my seat belt, got out of my car and walked up to her..”Or you would do this?” I asked and wrapped my arms around her and kissed her. She pulled away then kissed me again, and once more before we broke. She was shaking..And giddy. “Go.” She giggled and shoved me into my car…That Night I later found out she called her best friend to girl talk about our kiss. Adoreable PURELY adoreable..She then challenged me to sweep her offf her feet. So…That week monday I hung up signs in her locker, pictures of us from that weekend, and cute little sayings like ‘People say disney world is the happiest place on earth, they obviously haven’t been in your arms’ and then tues day I left her roses in her locker with a note that said ‘I’ll be here for you till the last one dies,’ one of the roses was fake and then…That wensday..I printed out signs, made her pancakes and got a candle..I blind folded her and took her to that park where we frist hung out. I tapped the signs up and light the candle then stood there..The signs read Will You Go You With Me. I held the sign that said me. Then I said Okay Take off the blind fold. When She did..She squeeked a litttle and said. No you didn’t your so silly..And I said “So?” And walked up to her…And she said..”Yes.” And kissed me..And then we ate the pan cakes and drove around after taking the signs down(She still has them).

And that was the start of the best month of my life. We are still together. She drives me crazy, and I drive her crazy. But I love her. I don’t care what anyone thinks when I say that, because I do. She makes me want to run my head into a wall, But I fucking love her. It’s just everything she does. I can’t even explain it. She’s made me back into the Brooklynn I used to be. Fun, Silly, It’s crazy. I know it seems like a teenage romance. But It’s different. We talk. We can sit and talk for hours about everything, and nothing. I can’t explain the way she makes me feel, Or how beautiful she is. When I’m with her I can’t help but to smile. So call it whatever you want to call it. I love her. and I’ve never been so..happy….

Also: I have a new faimly..Which I love..I’m in the winter play..And In all around..Life is looking up for onceish….I Lets jsut say..I’m excited for more..